Writings

  • Grape Picking

    The grapes that you can buy in the supermarket do not even compare to those that I have found on suburban grapevines.  Maybe this is because I grew up sampling my Nonnos (Italian: Grandpa) grapes.  He made his own wine and had a delightful, fragrant wine cellar under his house. It was always cool and dark down there with instruments of the wine maker neatly installed along the walls, and centre stage a wine press or tub (I think he did it the old-fashioned way! Feet and all, but not sure if I can be sure.)  As a result of his wine making there were many absolutely delicious and unusual grape varieties in his backyard. What a lucky little girl I was to be privy to such a gardens fruit!

    I am glad to pass the grape sampling tradition on. Surely this is the stuff a happy childhood is made of!

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  • Vacuum Packing

    Sorry for the long and dreary absence.  I am currently vacuum packing and wandering around wondering what on earth we are taking, tossing or passing on!

    Good news on the bus front, it’s all stripped and plans are underway (and almost finalised) for the big transformation.  I tell you what, the bus is a gleaming, spaceship of design in my mind, so let’s just hope the transition from brains to brawn is seamless.  I have faith in hubby who is very (really, actually, very) clever and has over-thought this to the max, explored practically every single option available and almost knows where every single bolt and screw will be positioned.

    We spent a week stripping the dear thing, chiseling away at decades old lino and crumbling, acrylic 70s carpet.  Sweaty, covered in itchy, plastic fibres, we finally completed it, sketched out the outline of our home on the plywood floor and started to see the full picture (which changed a number of times).  I actually really enjoyed this and it might have birthed a new passion: Renovating and perhaps also: Restoring.  I love ‘brainless’ physical work as busy hands free up the brain to daydream distractedly – one of my favourite past times! I have also found that I enjoy talking and spending time with people while doing something useful together. I seem to talk and listen more freely.

    That is why there’s been little action here, all the action has taken place in rural NSW on our hot little (rather big, actually) bus.

    Pics to come.

  • A Man’s Right

    “Lest it should be possible that any unchildlike soul might, in arrogance and ignorance, think to stand upon his rights against God, and demand of Him this or that after the will of the flesh, I will lay before such a possible one some of the things to which he has a right…

    He has a claim to be compelled to repent; to be hedged in on every side: to have one after another of the strong sharp-toothed sheep dogs of the Great Shepherd sent after him, to thwart him in any desire, foil him in any plan, frustrate him of any hope, until he come to see at length that nothing will ease his pain, nothing make life a thing worth having, but the presence of the living God within him.”

    George MacDonald

    When life doesn’t feel like it’s going our way. Perhaps it’s not supposed to!

    George MacDonald (1824-1905) is one of my (also one of C.S. Lewis) favourite philosophers and novelists.  Reading one of his novels rich in Scottish brogue, which is difficult to understand for at least the first 100 pages, and deep in wisdom and love is a rewarding and enriching pursuit.

  • Yarrangobilly

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    Yarrangobilly hides a surprising and rich past.  Our family has made this our semi-annual holiday destination for the past five years with good reason.  It was once (in the early 20th Century) a premier holiday destination in NSW.  I guess that was when people believed thermal pools to hold healing properties and before swimming in the ocean became more mainstream.  There have been a variety of owners in this area including a farmer who lived near the river.  I really don’t know how he got his cattle in and out of this valley, it’s quite challenging terrain even for a vehicle.  The farm is long gone and was superseded by holiday goers who spent time in the still present historic Caves House.  It sounds like it was a fun place to come to and was well set up for day visitors, who most likely stayed in the then nearby Yarrangobilly Village, as well as the live-in visitors.  There is an old bus shelter with a bell placed in the nearby cliff which summoned people for the trip by cart down the mountain to the pool, a short but slightly taxing journey which must be walked these days.  The cord is still able to be pulled and the bell rung, which only adds to the charm of this delightful enclave. Tennis courts were built, now vanished, and the old caves house where we stayed was set up for a communal kind of living arrangement with shared bathrooms and a dining hall, obviously people did not come for privacy!

    On a tour around the recently restored two storey section (you can see the scaffolding around that in the picture below), the manager of National Parks was telling us that it is in fact quite a miracle that this historic home wasn’t knocked down like the majority of the houses and villages in the area.  When ‘Parks’ took over in the 70s they took the liberty of removing as much trace of man as they could in this wilderness area.  And so, driving around the Snowy Mountains, you do in fact pass many places of former settlement: Long Plains, Yarrangobilly Village, Kiandra, they are gone and all but forgotten.  Those monuments to times past, which would have enriched this whole landscape with their ode to history (white settlement), have been bulldozed into the dirt, and are now covered by lush alpine vegetation, with nothing but brass plaques to speak for them.
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    This area is (so far) one of my most favourite places in Australia.  There is something about the mountains, their proximity to the clouds, the underground formations they hide, the spectacular wilderness, their particular flora and fauna-including brumbies (who couldn’t love that?). The towns around here are some of my favourites: Talbingo & Tumut being two where I have spent a bit of time. It excites the imagination to imagine this area overrun with immigrant families working on the great Snowy Mountains Hydro-Electric Scheme from 1949-1974, a great ‘discovery centre‘ for which is in Cooma. The area in fact has a slight European feel to it, and this, surely, is why.  I am greatly looking forward to seeing a similar scheme in northern WA, the Ord River Irrigation Scheme.

    For the third time we visited the caves and there is no way we are bored of these yet.  It is an awe inspiring place, rather damp and refrigerator cold – just the way I like it! – the best way to escape the awful Summer heat.

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    ‘Us girls’ went on a few walks together, even making it twice (two ways) to the lookout which overlooked our house.  It seemed impossible to get up there but was actually surprisingly easy & a lovely walk. I will not forget that feeling of being entirely surrounded by the elegant and mysterious Australian Alpine bush for as far as the eye can see. It ought to be normal to be surrounded so by trees, that most necessary, wonderful & supremely useful of creations.  It is probably my love of trees that has, in fact, pushed me into studying Sustainable Development.

    Then of course there is the pool.  A 1.4km walk from the house, down a steep incline and you are faced with an impossibly beautiful turquoise pool.  It is fed by a thermal spring so is a constant 27C.  We came here every day and so our holiday was full of nature and walking and swimming and board games, good food & laughter.

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  • Quote

    “Learn to like what doesn’t cost much.
    Learn to like reading, conversation, music.
    Learn to like plain food, plain service, plain cooking.
    Learn to like fields, trees, brooks, hiking, rowing, climbing hills.
    Learn to like people even though some of them may be different… Different from you.
    Learn to like to work and the satisfaction of doing your job as well as it can be done.
    Learn to like the song of birds, the companionship of dogs.
    Learn to like gardening, puttering around the house, and fixing things.
    Learn to like the sunrise and sunset, the beating of rain on the roof and windows, and the gentle fall of snow on a winter day.
    Learn to keep your wants simple and refuse to be controlled by the likes and dislikes of others.”

    -Lowell C. Bennion

    Really like this quote which I plucked from A Well Traveled Woman. xo

  • Mountain Family

    We’ve just spent almost a week up in the Snowy Mountains with my family.  I am feeling so lucky to have been able to do this with absolutely everyone in our family there (except for my sisters boyfriend, sadly).  I am currently in disbelief as I can not accept that I can not just laze around a large, breezy house all day with people I love, go for walks, explore caves and swim all together in the pool in the bush.  It was a luxury, but somehow it feels more like reality to me.

    Family holidays are something we only began after I got married and so in a way they represent to me the link to life as a sibling and child, rather than as a spouse or mum. It is almost a welcome reprieve. A chance to step back, be thankful for all the parts of this connected life – as no one is an island, to see life from both sides of the fence, to realise what it is I want to give my children, to reconcile all areas. It merely is what it is and I am thankful that time spent with my family is always fun, sometimes uncomfortable and ever familiar. Familiarity is a wonderful thing.

    I once heard, I think it was from a neighbour actually, something that made me appreciate my siblings all over again. It was that, of everyone you are ever in contact with in your life it is your siblings that will know you the longest.  They (sometimes) know you from your birth to your death, or at the very least from your childhood to their death.  They are the ones with whom your memories are bonded, irrevocably and delightfully, in that rosy glow of childhood past.

    When I see my Nonna (who is in her eighties) talk to her brother (who is in his nineties) and her sisters (all in their eighties) I appreciate it all anew.  She is in Australia and they are in Italy, but it is still absolutely vital to her that they all remain in contact, perhaps even more important as they stretch toward their centenaries.

    I will post photos of this little holiday soon.  It was quite a wonderful one in all its experiences.

  • Have Bus Will Travel!

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    Here it is!

    Beautiful Big Bedford.  It has come in the nick of time, at the perfect time and is exactly what we were looking for.  After doing over 3000 kms up and down the south east of Australia (from Taree to Melbourne) in the past week we ended up finding our ideal bus only 15 minutes from Henrys familys place, where we have parked it for all the adjustments we will need to make to get it registered and in running order. In the end we did not compromise on any of the essentials that we wanted which were: Fair price, Bedford, Diesel Engine in good condition, sturdy rust-free body, and minimally fitted out – as we would strip it anyway.

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    We are not kidding ourselves, this is not the end, only the beginning! There is a lot of work to be done, & still lots of research (though we are pretty informed by now!), finally though, action can be taken.  We can begin kitting it out, moving out and moving in.

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    Apart from repainting the exterior we will also strip the entire interior, except for the framing which divides the main bedroom from the bunk & bathroom area and the kitchen and living area – all of that just so happens to be in the exact spots we were planning on putting them – fancy that!  We are going for a clean and neutral look with all of the inbuilt furnishings; light wood floors, beige walls.  We are thinking textured wallpaper for some feature areas (the curved part of the roof), most of the character will come from rugs within and the adjustable furnishings.  Because it is such a small space it is completely necessary to keep things streamlined, light and bright in there.  We are looking forward to buying our own stove and cooktop, LED Lights, solar panels, installing our own plumbing including a composting toilet and Henry has ideas for a passive solar ‘air conditioner’ he is inventing, and basically being able to alter things to be exactly the way that we want them. What a luxury after six+ years of renting!

    It’s a lot of fun to be able to do all this debt free within our budget.  Though home ownership is sometime in the future for us I am trusting that the time to rustle up the money for that will come.  With houses and land so expensive in Australia I feel good about looking outside the box in order to move forward whilst having an adventure at the same time.

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    Living in a bus will suit our family down to the ground.  I watched my children running and jumping around our bus when we brought it home (‘home’ which is now less about ‘where’ and more about ‘who’), and I thought, ‘this suits my kids perfectly!’, with their wild hair, their boundless energy and inquisitiveness.

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    Sophia shouted ‘Oolevoir’ (Translation: Au revoir) out the window and we really will be saying that in just a few months.  But not yet. And not here in this space at least.

  • Better Sewing

    I guess I could say that one of this years resolutions is to become better at sewing.  For Christmas I bought myself an incredible looking book which has turned out to be extremely educational and fun!

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    I was drawn to the cover – I mean look at her! Glam.  I really liked how she was a ‘real’ size, well, actually, close to my size.  And actually my actual thought process was:  ‘Oo, I want that dress!’

    There are patterns included (thank goodness! – I don’t have to design them all from scratch!), all dresses that I want in my wardrobe, but the main aim of the book is to teach pattern making and altering, couture sewing, and sound skill and confidence in sewing.  I am really enjoying this challenge. The time had come in my life to up the ante on my sewing prowess which was basic and could go a long way but I pretty much fudged my way through everything.  This comes down to my lack of attention to detail, something my husband has been pushing me in.  I could just say ‘this is me’ and refuse to change but I did kind of realise that that would be ‘weak sauce’ as hubby so eloquently puts it.  I want to do things well, I particularly want to sew well.  With a continued leaning toward sustainable produced food and clothing, and with a penchant for natural fibres, hand sewing will be a growing part of my life, I know it.

    So, show me the way, Gertie!

  • Felt

    Look at this melee of colour!  I have plans for all this wool.  Wait and see!…one project in particular I am quietly excited about.

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  • Buses and Fire

    Henry has been out and about on his bike and is currently 10 hours North of us.  He is hunting for a bus.  This is the first stage in our move onto a mobile home and around Australia. It is sort of exciting, but I am not holding my breath, there is much to consider before plunging into a commitment with any bus, I will be excited when the bus is here and we can actually start doing things.

    There is a severe shortage of buses in our area, most of them seem to be in Western Australia and Tasmania, with several also in South Australia.  I think most people head around Australia and end up in WA, fall in love with the place and relocate.

    So he is forced to widen his search and it is a killer in the heat wave we’ve just had.  Yesterday there were ‘catastrophic fire conditions’ and I was mildly concerned we would be cut off from eachother.  With a cool change the threat has abated.

    It is terrible to have to suffer at the hands of nature in such a way.  There is something about the sometimes terrifying struggle with nature that awakes something in our humanity. We are forced small and temporal by its very magnitude.  We realise how our possessions (even our lives) can disappear in a moment of flood or fire or earthquake.  Life gets real. We shake in our skins. Rightly so.